'At the end of the day, it's all about making money, encouraging the public to vote. It isn't about talent or the people taking part. I don't think Simon knows half of what is going on, even though it is his show.'
Paula: "The withdrawal was "the worst thing. I was freezing cold, then sweating hot, then chattering and in so much pain. It was excruciating. But at my very core, I did not like existing the way I had been."